Maybe

Maybe I deserve to be alone.
Maybe I deserve that anyone loves me.
Maybe Im stupid, useless.
Maybe Im right.

Ive the ability to ruin everything I do,
Maybe not..
Maybe yes.

People dont think the same,
But I do..
I always do.

Maybe I didnt do anything wrong,
But I feel this way.

I cant avoid feeling Im nothing,
Im aganist myself.

And why anyone would love me?
Im nothing, worst than rubish.
But not so important yet.

I dont deserve love,
But I love..

Damn it!

I love so much that it hurts,
Hurts to be insecure,
Hurts to be alone,
Hurts to know, that even if anyone loves you, you would never feel it,
Because you deserve nothing.

Maybe I deserve nothing.
Maybe Im nothing.