Is this horrible felling, when you put yourself into a test every time it's possible. 

You think that, improving yourself is the only good way to overcome.

You  H A V E   T O be the best in everything. It's a big presion.A really big one.

There are a lot of things that you are not able to do, but you fell unsuccessfuly if you can't.

You're always in an extreme or in the other. Never in the middle. You can't be in the middle.

You can't control yourself enough to be in peace with your own mind. 

You do everything; or simply, nothing. 

You wish had the abilitie, but when you fell well, you realice that it's a big mistake. 

There is not only one reason. Everything in your life seems to be aganist you.


You have to fight, but you're not strong enough.
You have to be the best, but you're useless